Sunday 12th November 1995

Went to Mums for lunch again. Saw Rebecca & Jade all day. My head was a little 'spun out' due to my alcohol intake but it doesn't stop me from drinking again in the evening. Will I ever learn?? Nope I don't think so. Trouble is im not sure what I am: alcoholic or heavy drinker because I can stop without the shakes usually. I suppose it makes no difference since Im not really planning on quitting for good anyway. And both are equally bad for ones health.