Thursday 29 October 2009

Wednesday 8th November 1995

Awoke at 11am, I didn't go to bed until 4am. Strolled down the streets, came back, worked on poems and listened to classical music. Fantastic composers, im in utter awe of them. Went to Grans to get a dinner that Mum had dropped off for me bless her. Saw Rebecca and Jade.
Later on I scored 15 temazepam 20mg. Well if im not drinking Ive got to get to sleep somehow! I must have something potent in my bloodstream, im too electric to survive on mere oxygen. Too alive, its like im on fire every day and I need a way to dampen the flames. I exist to create and find it hard to relax.
Took 100mg Temazepam (5 tabs) at 1am and drifted off to Wind In The Willows.

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